Or is it better to be blunt and hurtful, cut of all connections, and then probably embark on a new start later?
I don’t know. All I know is that I suck at being honest to those who are close to me. I am afraid of saying no. I am afraid of displeasing them. I could compromise for their sake. I don’t like being in anybody’s bad books.
I get this feeling that I tolerate too much. Trample on shit saying “Really, it’s not that bad.” But deep down, I know it is a lot. A lot to handle, and from the past experiences I’ve had, I rather prefer to not make big deal out of everything.
Tolerating a friend is not a good idea.